SUNDAY OCT 18TH

I CAN SEE THE  ERRORS ESPECIALLY AS  I  PLACE THE  PHOT NEXT TO THE  PAINTING.. HER  FACE  AND  THE LENGTH .. NEEDS  TO BE  TALLER..

I ALSO PAINED  MORE  ON THE  SEASCAPE..

SOMETHING HAPPENED  JUST  A S  I WAS  ABOUT TO FINISH  TODAY'S  BLOG AND I LOST  THE  WHOLE  THING..

HERE  GOES  AGAIN..

AFTER A  DISAPPOINTING  AMOUNT OF  SALES  AT THE  CRAFT  SHOW... I AM SOUL SEARCHING..

AS  I AND  ANY OTHER  ARTIST  WILL TELL YOU.. THE  FEELING  OF  REJECTION WHEN  ANYTHING YOU DARE  TO TAKE THE  CHANCE  TO SHOW..IT IS  VERY LIKE A SINGER.. A  WRITER.. IF THEY LEAVE THIER  TALENT  IN  THEIR  HOUSE.. ONLY SEEN OR HEARD  BY THEMSELVES , THEY DON'T  RUN  THE  RISK OF  REJECTION.. WE  TAKE THE  CHANCE THAT  YOU WILL ACCEPT AND  THEN THE ULTIMATE OF  ACCEPTANCE  PAY MONEY TO OWN IT..

SOMEONE  SAID.. I WAS  DIAPPOINTED  THAT  YOU DON'T  HAVE YOUR  PAINTINGS.. TO SHOW.. I CARRY THEM IN AND  I TAKE  THEM DOWN .. BUT  ALL YOU WANT TO

DO IS  LOOK.. TO ENTERTAIN YOURSELF.. FEED  YOUR  NEED TO SEE SOMETHING CREATIVE..

I NEED TO RECOOP MY EXPENSES.. COMPLIMENT ARE  NICE  BUT  THEY DON'T  PAY  OFF MY CREDIT  CARD..

ALL THIS  SEEMS  LIKE I AM  IN  DESPAIR..TO TELL YOU THE  TRUTH...I  CAME  HOME.. GOT A  GLASS OF  WINE... AND  STARTED  PAINTING THIS  SCENE..

BECAUSE  I WANT TO PAINT IT.. THE  PROMISE  OF THE  SHOW.. THE  COLORS T HAT  ARE  SO EXCITING.. IS  THE  ONLY REASON I PAINT  THIS

IF  IT  SELLS  SO BE IT..

I GUESS ,,I WANT TO SAY TO MYSELF.. REGARLESS OF  HOW  MANY TIMES YOU ARE  REJECTED  OR  FEEL  REJECTION  BY  A  LACK OF  SALES.. YOU HAVE  SO MANY IDEAS  IN  YOUR  HEAD.. JUST  KEEP  CHUGGING  AWAY,, SOMETIMES THE  GIFT  HAS  TO BE  TREASURED  BY SELF .. APPRECIATED  BY SELF.. THE  INNER  APPRECIATION  WILL TAKE  CARE  OF .. THE  OUTER..

HELL .

MONEY HELPS..